Well its that time if year again. the school dance is tomorrow. (Thursday November 19th 2009)the theme this year is "Neon Nights" a little rave theme hehe. so I've got my glow sticks on their strings ready and I've got my outfit all set up. I'll be wearing all black and the glow sticks are a lovely purple.

I really hope I have a lot of fun. I've been feeling a little betrayed lately. Left 4 Dead 2 came out as many know and I've been left behind because my parents are ass holes. by the time I do get it I'm sure I'll be playing it alone for everyone will already have finished it by the time I get it which supposedly will be in 4 days (November 22nd 2009)

I've been feeling betrayed both online and off for that matter. in the digital world I've just not been talking as much =\ I've been kinda snuffed by my gaming group. They dont quite pay attention to me any more and I dont get offered to play anymore =\ MSN wise four or five sentences go by and after that there is no reply unless I poke or nudge at certain people.

In the real world I've got to say its worse... I'm being left behind *sighs* Everyone's getting a mate. =\ boy friends. girl friends. they are getting together and leaving me alone. For those who've seen Ouran High School Host Club. well. by the end of the series Kouru talks about the carriage turning back into a pumpkin at the stroke of midnight. This metaphor refers to the Host Club itself or in my case my lovely life. I keep feeling like my carriage is slowly turning back into a pumpkin around me =\ leaving me alone in a corner to sort out my life from there.